happiness so close

leave me...
i wanna eat silence for a while
and drink a jar of loneliness
under the afternoon rays of sadness
among unbearable shadows of lies
in heavenly edgeless eyes
behind million layered curtain mist of truth
under million stacked of boredom
and freedom

and maybe, ..just maybe
on those gap in concealed
between grief and regrets
vanity in veil
i ll reminisce

happiness so close
happiness so close
happiness so close
...