resolution

i dont know what to do
i dont know what i want

what do i want?

i want to live
im craving for freedom
ive been indulge by sorrow too long

i want love
no,..thats a lie
im surrounded by million

i want money
only to survive

i want happiness
undefined..

i want enjoying life
only to forget

i want orgasm
ambiguity and guilt in result
not worthed..

i want bed
even bed rejected me
attachment only conceive despair

i want nothing
bollocks..

i want freedom
imprison by my self to bind

i want the truth
it will hurts, not ready, never ready..

i want trust
in hand full of lie

i want anything but my self
egoistic!!

bollocks! see? i really really dont know what i want